NUS BIATHLON 2011

终于，活动搞完了
而且非常的成功
虽然有些瑕疵，但毕竟瑕疵才能衬托出成功
不怎么形容活动的整个过程
就非常的最后一分钟

活动筹备了三个月多
遇了很多障挨
很多的约束
但这些都是我所希望的

新加坡一切事情都必须照规矩
太乏味了
大的怎么说，小的就得怎么做
曾经很想放弃，但多亏朋友的协助
把活动完城

成就感
宛如内心的共鸣
得到参赛者的赞扬和道谢时
说实在的
眼泪
差点夺眶而出

感谢大家的合作和鼓励
我会继续搞活动
因为只有这样才能让我满足

是否有人对你说过

是否有人对你说过
用心点考好小六检考，中学升上好班，就能轻松点

是否有人对你说过
用心读好中学，上了大学，就不会被学业约束

又是否有人对你说过
坚持忍耐熬过那四年，你的前途无量

但，事实是怎么了呢？
UPSR，为了那7颗A，背了六年比自己还重的书包
SPM，为了那11颗A，把十六个小时给了老师
STPM，为了那4颗A，让自己患上了咖啡瘾
甚至到了大学，为了一个学位，再也分不清白天夜晚

他们给的诺言，真的有实现吗？
我们童年的快乐，是鉴于违抗他们设定的规则
逃课，装病，不专心，打架，八卦
填满了我们童年的白纸
这些，才是真正的颜色
读书，补习，温习
想想，你，读了，是开心，还是恐惧？

在大学生活挣扎着，
牺牲一切快乐，专心读书，真的会让我前途无量吗？
我们，已经上了三次当
这，会不会是第四次呢？

另一篇

近来，习惯了早睡。
也许是为了明天的温习，也许是害怕了夜晚独自面对孤单，宁静
也许..

从前的我
喜欢夜晚独自沉思
想想过去
想想未来
自我反省，检讨

也开始发现
越是长大了，越是多选择了，越是面对更多问题了

害怕失败
输，赢了我
战胜了我很多的尝试和领域
渐渐的，我认了

逃避，成了我的选择
要么逃避，要么什么都不管
照着做就是了
明确点，强逼自己去做

也许船到桥头真的自然的会直
但没有享受开船的日子，岂会有庆祝靠岸的雅兴呢

追梦，不简单

vagary

Hi,
again,
always start my new post with
"it has been a long time since i did my last post"
plus, wishing all of you happy rabbit year!
wish everyone to jump in evey step so that things get easier and faster to be achived!

NUS gives me more obstacles rather than happiness
which makes me feel so reluctant to come back
somehow this trip going back for CNY gave me some inspirations and motivation

We paid a visit to Pei Chin's house
" gong xi fa cai etc."
And her mum said " hey! i cant recognise you!"
but she said this to almost all of us too
Aikz, all of us 21 dy..
sure nobody can recognise us in "adult form"
btw, this is not the point

the thing is,
she asked me how's NUS
as usual, i answered, Suck!
pressure and challenge

amazingly i received a powerful replied
(maybe to me, right timing)
she said " teenager must be able to handle pressure then only you can success"
"and you must face it", she continued
at that particular instance,
i suddenly recalled once i told myself that
"if you want to success or master a certain thing, you must put in more effort than others, else eveyone can do it, and it is no longer any special ability"
she gave me an assurance by saying that.

The older we grow,
the more difference we define success
(at least to me)
Academic is really no longer the benchmark of success
wealth isn't too
well, all rounder is the one, i feel

to be a success one
you must be good in everything
but you cannot achieve in one shot
be focused
one by one
and you will conquer all the aspects

OKAY
i'll make a difference to mysef in my 21st!
be distinction!
someone wrote,
don't need to be the best, but must be difference
i will rephrase it,
do well in the difference and you will be the best!

Emo..

It's an emo day to me..
A tiring day as well..
Went to msl kayaking n I realize I have not much ppl to talk to..
At most hi-bye frens..
N seriously I dun like this kind of r/s..
Can I have more than that?
Went to crosser farewell lunch but I was late cuz stuck In the middle of bishan
By the time i reached, everything ended n ppl left soon..
Tonnes of work is waiting for me but I still ignore them..
Maybe the game is more attractive..
Or maybe I'm running away from them..
A lot of doubt to myself..

In contrast, my buddy was or I should use is, cuz He is really feeling happy..
Like you play zoo tycoon, you can see there's a smile emoticon at the animal when they are happy..
Exactly..
The emoticons revolved within him..
I couldn't n shouldn't take away all the emoticons from him just because I'm emo, right?
Blog is the only tool that absorb tears, listen to chaos without complaining..

我真的流浪很久了
好累
好累

我想回家
即使无所事事
我也不想再这样下去

表面看起来开心
像是很喜欢出门
但夜深时
发现自己躺在的不是自己的床
看见的不是自己的家人
感觉好受吗？

已学会隐藏自己的内心感受
部落格也成为了我唯一能顿时解放的工具
我想回家陪家人
虽然真的没帮忙做家务或是什么的
但把欢乐和热闹带回家
我已觉得很开心了

I am survived.. Teehee :)

Result is out!!!
I am making announcement here!!
got the effing 3.40
no more nor less..
Incredibly I have no feeling at all..
It's too good for the effort (so less) I put in..
And too bad as compared to others..
Then wat? Am I going to continue my next sem like the previous one?
Or how?
Dilemma-ing @.@
wat am I chasing for?
what are my fear and doubts?
And where is the bull eyes?