我真的流浪很久了
好累
好累

我想回家
即使无所事事
我也不想再这样下去

表面看起来开心
像是很喜欢出门
但夜深时
发现自己躺在的不是自己的床
看见的不是自己的家人
感觉好受吗？

已学会隐藏自己的内心感受
部落格也成为了我唯一能顿时解放的工具
我想回家陪家人
虽然真的没帮忙做家务或是什么的
但把欢乐和热闹带回家
我已觉得很开心了

I am survived.. Teehee :)

Result is out!!!
I am making announcement here!!
got the effing 3.40
no more nor less..
Incredibly I have no feeling at all..
It's too good for the effort (so less) I put in..
And too bad as compared to others..
Then wat? Am I going to continue my next sem like the previous one?
Or how?
Dilemma-ing @.@
wat am I chasing for?
what are my fear and doubts?
And where is the bull eyes?

浪子心声

流浪
现在过的也算是流浪的日子吧
在新加坡,没有属于自己真正的家
就连宿舍都没有
背着两三个背包
去到哪个亲戚家就在那里过个夜
隔天的住宿隔天再算

流浪有流浪的好
至少只需顾好自己
没有其他负担
想到哪儿就到哪儿
想做什么就做什么

夜深了
找个落脚的地方
休息
准备明天的旅程

家
其实是最温暖的

back on duty

不知到这次的决定是错或对
一个月的假期
只在家逗留了五天
匆匆地回家，也匆匆的会去

我，体质年轻，思想...有点老

终于
有的过些颓废的生活
颓废，爱死你了...
大学生活真的和我想象中的不一样
下个学期，可以颓废轻松一点吗？
喜欢我行我素
也喜欢无所事事
更喜欢做些自己喜欢着的事

吉赖，怡保
远远超越充满压迫感的狮城
悠闲的活动
轻松的日子
缓慢的步伐
永远是我追求的生活
有些老人的感觉吧！

ÇoNgrätUlTíoN

Congratz man!!
finally you got it!

received a msg at 3.30pm saying that i am selected to be the deputy project director for the NUS Biathlon 2011
well.. a new challenge..
tough as well..
i have to stay for the whole month preparing it..
with a new team which i dunno at all..
nvm..
i am well prepared..
expected too..

hopefully it will be a platform for me to be transformed and learn new skills..
i'm always good right?
should start to hypnotise myself..
not doubting myself..

jia you!!
add ooi!! right?
haha!

DENG NGMM SUN ar!!

may i know WTF is this????
end of this week!!

bla bla bla...

am having complicated feeling..
a lot of them left..
less and less ppl in the canteen..
last week, we need to find seat..
today, seats are looking for customers..

i dunno when will i go back..
a feeling of keen going back, at the same time, not..
have to wait for the news from the sports club to see whether they recruit me or not..
if yes, i need to spend the whole month here with no friend except the Mr Lee who is going back on 18th...
if no, i will be going bk at 8th..
but it means i have no chance to know more local..

one disadvantage staying in pgp is that i dun have much chance to know the local..
in other words, less local friends..
jealous those who stay in hall..
they mix wif the local..
and to me, University life should be that way..
i am studying in singapore, thus should have more local friends..

Hometown friends are good, no doubt..
just feel like having some others..

get back to the sport club's stuff..
one month..
i have no place to stay, yet..
i have nothing to do except preparing for the project..
recall the reason why i got for it??
i dunno..
just feel like i should have more activities in Uni instead of just wasting time on9 in room and studying..
but in order to get involved in activities, i really need to sacrify..
the position i asked for is deputy project director for the Run Nus 2011 or Biathlon..
nvr tell ppl before cuz i dunno whether i will get it or not..
feel like paiseh if i din get it..
LOL...

nvm ba..
see how it goes..
if i got it..
just do it..
if i din get, gonna have lots of reunion wif frens...
i miss home..
free from everything and everything is free..