另一篇

近来，习惯了早睡。
也许是为了明天的温习，也许是害怕了夜晚独自面对孤单，宁静
也许..

从前的我
喜欢夜晚独自沉思
想想过去
想想未来
自我反省，检讨

也开始发现
越是长大了，越是多选择了，越是面对更多问题了

害怕失败
输，赢了我
战胜了我很多的尝试和领域
渐渐的，我认了

逃避，成了我的选择
要么逃避，要么什么都不管
照着做就是了
明确点，强逼自己去做

也许船到桥头真的自然的会直
但没有享受开船的日子，岂会有庆祝靠岸的雅兴呢

追梦，不简单

vagary

Hi,
again,
always start my new post with
"it has been a long time since i did my last post"
plus, wishing all of you happy rabbit year!
wish everyone to jump in evey step so that things get easier and faster to be achived!

NUS gives me more obstacles rather than happiness
which makes me feel so reluctant to come back
somehow this trip going back for CNY gave me some inspirations and motivation

We paid a visit to Pei Chin's house
" gong xi fa cai etc."
And her mum said " hey! i cant recognise you!"
but she said this to almost all of us too
Aikz, all of us 21 dy..
sure nobody can recognise us in "adult form"
btw, this is not the point

the thing is,
she asked me how's NUS
as usual, i answered, Suck!
pressure and challenge

amazingly i received a powerful replied
(maybe to me, right timing)
she said " teenager must be able to handle pressure then only you can success"
"and you must face it", she continued
at that particular instance,
i suddenly recalled once i told myself that
"if you want to success or master a certain thing, you must put in more effort than others, else eveyone can do it, and it is no longer any special ability"
she gave me an assurance by saying that.

The older we grow,
the more difference we define success
(at least to me)
Academic is really no longer the benchmark of success
wealth isn't too
well, all rounder is the one, i feel

to be a success one
you must be good in everything
but you cannot achieve in one shot
be focused
one by one
and you will conquer all the aspects

OKAY
i'll make a difference to mysef in my 21st!
be distinction!
someone wrote,
don't need to be the best, but must be difference
i will rephrase it,
do well in the difference and you will be the best!