我想专校，行吗？

回想上个学期
日子是过得比较轻松
但一事无成
宿舍进不了
学业赶不上
朋友交不多
跑步追不上
失败的我，还是在原地漫步

大学不是应该很开心的吗
怎么朋友在学院过的日子比我愉快得多
在本地大学的朋友，生活多姿多彩
而我
虽是锁定了目标
但困难一一把我击败
我开始接受了《不可能》
我开始抱着《别想太多》的信念
我开始习惯《代过且过》的态度

我大学的第一学期
与我想像的简直是有天囊之别

我不读了...

there's lot of time when my heart were full of unspoken words
and i really don't know where to split it

each individual are grown up in different enviroment thus holding different believes in life
and i'm totally fine with it
my perceptions to things too are normally vary from others

but i really find it difficult to share my thought with people
i just need a listener, and of course everyone needs it as well

blog seems to be the only pail that can take my vomitted-words