it's a good day spent at MBS
but you both were not there..
we were once very close
to the extent that we will just fuck the study and search for fun

but gone with the days
each of us are now busy with our things
our directions change
our work are different
the clique is weaken

the situation is saddening
at least to me
cuz i have no one to talk to
no place to puke vulgarity
nobody give comments bout my problem
and no one niao-ing me

I sincerely hope that our friendship can go beyond this and deeper and last

thoughts of sports

some people are born physically fit, while some, are not..
life doesn't go the way you want, all you can do is fight for it..

to be good in sport, I have been putting lots of effort..
but people can trash me easily although they dont work hard..
trainings are always humilating and insulting, but what to do, you just have to continue

losers quit when they are tired,
winners quit when they won

a nice quote to know, but hard to follow

I dont know how long can I persist and how far can I go