The day when I need to make a major decision in my life.
That I need to give up a precious opportunity for the other.
That I need to be very clear of what I want.
That I need to take the road which has not taken by any friend of mine.
Going oversea to study has always been my dream.
If not because of my dad, I would have flown to another continent for my tertiary study.
Probably would have experienced a white christmas
the fallen leaves season
the minus two degree
the old school bicycle
and holding hands walking at the quay during winter
Forgive me for being such a drama person
but I really want my life to be like the movie
and I love UK
Entering NUS is the biggest mistake that I've made in my life
all the stupid bell curve
result oriented teaching
everything is about the meaningless CAP
So, exchange is the only way to get out from this ecole.
Like what I said, everything is about result.
And even the selection for the exchange program is also based on CAP.
not going into details but I ended up with South Africa for the exchange.
The journey is not as smooth as others.
Today just got the news that the admin screwed up and the IRO offered me OTHER UNIVERSITIES!!
to Germany I have Munich,
to Sweden,
and to Poland
I get to choose!!
But here comes to point to make decision
Should I go for exchange or get serious in my career, starting with Forex100
Am I too young to think about career?
Or I should just hack care about all these things and enjoy my life as an uni students?
But I don't want to work for the rest of my life, or rather spend time to trade for money
So I should start my career path ASAP, right?
But how far will I go in this line?
will I give up halfway?
will I get mind fuck every time I see my friends post their overseas photos?
I don't know.
why must the GOD challenge my determination?
how small the probability of getting to choose so many unis at this time?
why am I the one?
And my decision is, to take the road that is not taken by anyone before.
I am going to stick with Forex100 and get my income start rolling in.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost
