if it's wasn't Michelle posted some apps about recording the sleeping hours or whatsoever, I wouldnt have known that she suffered from insomnia as well. To me, insomnia sticks on more more than the shorts does, and I just couldn't get rid of it.
There are many reasons I think insomnia loves me. Stress, expectations, celebration and disappointment. Running a business is tough, on a higher view, life can be tough. If it's not tough, I'll find the challenge. This leads to hype, expectation and rejection is inevitable. All sort of emotions are tied to insomnia and I sort of get used to it.
Don't get me wrong, I hate it. And I think that it's a serious issue. This post is meant to hightlighy the on the ground issue i face as I take on my life. I am actively searching for solution. Self healing, self coping, whatever it is, I need a healthy solution. Not cans of beer every night. I do this very often because I cannot risk a night for insomnia.
Till then, see ya!
