failure found me

just when i started to work hard on my aim,i failed to reach the nearest target..
tried the 2.4k trial..
tot to do it in 9 mins plus but i couldn't even complete it..
i'm just too weak..
not determined at all..

as for study, i have so many things to catch up..
damn stupid..
i could not understand the lecture, and still, did not do any evision..
2 weeks later will be having the programming test..
i know NOTHING about it!!
wtf!