我想哭
真的好累
考试，放过我好吗?
一向都没有向谁诉和成绩有关的苦
每次面对那些不是人拿的成绩
自己总会一个人躲着，沉思
我真的很想有个人能听我埋怨
听我说我要放弃
然后用很温和的语气劝我不要
“阿豪，哎呀，下次考好一点咯！没有什么的”

从来都没有向父母或家人谈成绩的事
不想让他们担心
多么羡慕凱俊能向父母诉苦
如果我也能，那该多好

我哭了

泪，你听见我在对你诉苦吗？

Happy Go Lucky :-)

It's exam period now..
stress encounters most of us, yet we can still create fun at this time..
anyone watched 3 Idiots will definitely got affected more or less on their perspective towards Uni life..
but at the same time, before really taking action to change it, they will think that it's not possible..
tht's only in movie..
to me, it's really possible..

i like the way KS sees the exam..
he says : sometimes ou must chill and relax, else your cant perform at the best form..
and he's still watching comic, movie and having 2 hrs nap everyday...
KW, the senior says : know what you want, and chase for it..
not to say leave the exam aside, but know wat to do and how to face..\

exam time, need to study, need to chiong
do the best in exam, and tht's done..
dun got stressed and do some idiot thing..
Bunny says : ppl who suicide cuz of stress in study are stupid.. it will be better if they dun study, at least they wont got stress and kill themselve..
study in a journey for us to chase for our dream, not to quit or dream..

am happy to have one gang of very very lung ppl to study together..
somehow study together become something i am looking forward everyday..
cus the gathering destress me and help me to do revision faster..

It's not all about 5.0 in NUS..
for some who is capable to get 6.0, go for it..
for those who cant, follow your voice in your botom heart..
afterall, HAPPINESS is the common thing that all of us chase for, right?

wat?

wat do i want?
wat should i do?
in NUS, different ppl chase for different dreams..
for those who dun have, they just follow others..

for me, i dunno which catagories am i belonged..
i wanted to enter NUS n just have a happy go lucky life..
i promised to myself before school start..
when i told this to ah boy, he said :"impossible,cuz you are Tai Hau"
my reaction was :"i will not chase after excellent result which makes me suffer!"
disagree wif him..
then he said, lets see..

when school just started, i was really relax..
then when i realize tht result i dropping, i was like WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!
i am seriously down now..
screwed up my programming!!
the Q is , is chasing good result my initial target?
or i down because i fail to do my best?
is my best=good result?
if i did my best, means i am chasing good result?
if i am chasing good result, means i violate my initial aim?

this chicken and egg cas seems to be happening to me..
so wat now?
i have no idea..

a nice day

Yep! Deepavali !! woke up at 11 n plan to study..
my physics!!
helpless..
as usual..
open my homepage -- < FB > !
kay, kian post something to me!!
"got ticket,let me know by 11"
OMG!! it was 11.19 by the time i saw tht msg!!

i couldnt make international call cuz no credit!
MSN!! kiat, help me call kian n say i m going..

with ah kai n anni, we left at 1.45, taxi on call..
reached at 2.15, n jun lead us in..
we no need to Q!! hahaha!!
btw, NUS students supporting UM team!!
only we can do this!!
wohooo!!
middle row.. right angle.. everything is perfect..
debate started and kian entered..
boom being thrown here and there..
and finally the throphy also being thrown to UM team!
they won!! wakakkakak!!
i clappped the loudest i think..
and NUS supporting team just sit one row below us..
i was so excited!!
UM's ways of debating is so lively.. n relax..
n win!!

kian is way just too amazing..
remember, KK-ians, our platform was the Hakka stage
we have no pro trainer to train us at the beginning..
and now kian ables to reach the peak!
dun under estimate Kuala Krai people!

then we went to Bugis to have dinner and KOI!!
i first ever fresh KOI!
nice..
and grabbed some snack..
all the way keep on chatting..
going out with hometown-lang really different..
who ever tot that KK-ians can form group in NUS..

nice trip today..
btw, left all my study plan behind.. GG lu!

MY very FIRST 2.4!!!

keep on hearing S'poreanstalking their army, btp n the 2.4 since i came here..
basically the 2.4 is 2.4km time trial..
test your fitness..
how fast can you complete the run..
gold will be below 9:40

so, NUS crosscountry held a time trial today..
i tried 2.4 last week but unable to finish cuz i was tired after the 1st lap(6laps of 400m)
was so frustrated..
but today, i was able to finish it..
10:23!!!
OMG!! it was quite terrible!!
i was aiming below 10, but the LEBRON, BECKHAM n JORDAN POP UP!!!
the 23!!
anyway, kinda satisfied because its so damn hard to run non stop 6 rounds..
boring ar!!
will work harder~
anyone who is interested in the trial just feel free to let me know..
i want to do it once a month... =)