Nearly every night is a sleepless night, if not it'd be a drunk one. The journey is not smooth and life without income is just not easy at all. Seeing the savings depleting feels like I'm losing blood, dripping drop by drop. The vampire doesn't kill me in one shot, it tortures me every night. 

But I tell myself again and again : Hau, you chose this road, no one force you. You've gotta complete it, with proud